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"Time"

Unfathomable occurrences,
Lost days, vanishing hours,
Depleting seconds and robbed moments.
Gone ……Bygone as the entity is ever fleeting.
 
Damned in my effort to clasp on tight,
Clench it in the ever-weakening fist of mortality,
Hold it, cease it, pause the depletion,
Standstill the wastage.
 
Sadly, failed to embrace the fact,
It’s a downtrodden effort.
The flow of seconds will never cease,
Against my gloom or anyone’s gleam.
 
Ethos of this sonnet lies in,
Submitting to the fluency of these gliding moments,
Sagacity of hope and effort holds ground only,
When value the gift of Time.
 
Indulge in conscious efforts to benefit,
Be blessed with this limited, perishable favor,
Before the opportunity plummets,
The rhythm stops, halts and we be Gone.

'Rue'

Courtesy: DOGA Candir Photos

Love was overlooked,

Rationale took over.

Brain governed the Heart,

What a nonsensical act?

A demonic memory,

The pain of rejection,

The dismay,

The startled eyes,

Can't forget any !

The time wasn't lenient enough.

Me and my humiliation,

Unconscionable Heart,

Till to date,

Wishing on the lost star,

For one last chance,

A pint of mercy,

A hint of adorning,

Only....

If you come,

One last time,

And

Make me feel,

'LOVED'...............Again.

 

And brought together their hearts. If you had spent all that is in the earth, you could not have brought their hearts together; but Allah brought them together. Indeed, He is Exalted in Might and Wise.

(Al Quran:- 8:63)

'Shun Me Not'

Springtime Love’,

Passion engulfed,

The warmth,

Affectionate feel,

The mystifying thoughts,

Crossing my mind,

Birds soaring high,

Breathing freely,

Forgetting,

Breaths accounted for !

 

Virtues unlimited,

Opportunities infinite,

Potentials unbounded,

Colors just beautiful,

Options elated,

Actions determined,

Pleasures profuse,

Time restricted,

Forgetting,

Deeds accounted for !

 

Solace in silence,

Tears flowing flawless,

Sins flashing affront,

My Love, my Crazy Self’,

A stranger, an outsider,

No value, no worth,

My prayerful stance,

In awe of 'Your Grace',

Remembering,

Remorse accounted for !  

"Rabbana zalamnaa anfusanaa wa illam taghfir lanaa wa tarhamnaa lanakunanna minal khaasireen".

"Our Lord ! We have wronged ourselves. If You forgive us not, and bestow not upon us Your Mercy, we shall certainly be of the losers."
Quran:- 7:23

 

'Luminous'

(The freedom of expression is a virtue very few of us exhibit and enjoy =])


Silent ?

Not anymore

No answer is sweetness, no more

Sure, can let you see

Feelings expressed

Guards down

Soul exposed

Virtues up for challenge

All these reflections of innate behavior.

Just reactions

... not a pittance of remorse

Lacking conscious awareness

What do they know about the sensations?

Rendering, as the palpable neurons, having a ball

Dependent on their essential nature

Imaginary or visionary !

The tangible assets of one's being, shared

These scattered pieces

Shear creativity or

Unsung thoughts ?

In this zone !

Inner impediment are banned

Act to speak mind

To voice the thoughts

Liberates from the captivity of mind

...Serves as the blessing of being

FREE

Beyond the prison of someone's

APPROVAL !!!

'Epoch'

What is time?

The slayed moments or the period of interval in-between happenings of life ? A distinctive period? The irretrievable entity or the most precious possession of man ?
For sure, its constantly moving forward without giving a stint to any intrinsic event,let it be natural or artistically orchestrated, around.

Images of days and months passing by are as fresh in my memory as the steaming brew of my morning indulgence in the finest porcelain. None had this confederacy of passing day into night and night into day, easy.

Life itself is an amalgamation of some good, some painful and many, most unforgettable moments that happen to just breeze by. Years have passed, lessons are learnt, experiences have been gained, things are sorted and done with, actions are taken, rules are mostly established, gestures are partly exchanged and all in their fullness had left deeper impacts.

Some helped in healing and some took away a part of a lost soul, some served as a dear treasure to a weary heart and some were better off buried in the darker, hidden parts of hurt. Of course living is but all these negotiations with the fractured moments of life, a dainty happiness with a faint smile from a stranger can just brighten up a moment and sometimes an unintended echo just serves as a toughie. Some of us ought to win and some just lose.

Nonetheless we are the most resilient of creations. The unbounded happenings and tragedies have shaped up a solid defense against any coming hardships in us. The troubles and difficulties have owned up the character building blocks of human nature. Faith has instilled such a beautiful strength that whenever the discipline gives up, efforts fail, empathy falters, humanity cries over being a weakling, problems take over , solid resolve steps in ...... we come out to be stronger than before.

Belief strengthens and all seem easy to handle with the mere presence of the Mighty one around, every little favor affirms the trust, materializes the gratitude and improves the guided paths, the destinations seem clearer and the hopes become firmer. As an outcome the confidence that bores at the interface of faith and tawakul just over rides every obstacle in the way of achieving any said/set goal.

When time will be considered as the ambit, a measure then its value will be felt and the reality of humans being born in time, living in time and dying in time  will make sense. Mercy will be exuberant in the ordinary and compassion will exist.

Tranquility transcends in the soul, responsibility takes charge, sunshine’s boost energies and limitless hidden potentials perk up with the want to be positive and giving. The goals for a better and brighter surroundings and the threshold of achievement enhances with stronger inner power and strength of faith. The abilities to excel, inspire, motivate and think beyond taboos prevail.

Above all, the godly attributes of peace, calmness and helping attitude will one day pronounce the humanity with optimism and constructive changes with instilled gist of happier, brighter and beautiful humans.

Every passing moment is an opportunity gone,used or wasted but never retrieved. The constant reminder of responsibility of the present and the fact that we will be accounted for our time spent ,guarantees a more productive and beneficial use in the defined path of the Almighty. 

Time won't be a constraint than, but a beautiful gift to be rendered in the best of causes. 

"Treachery"

Instincts deceive

Impressions fail

Perceptions betray

When

Double faced abundant

Virtues  overrated

Efforts falter

The mortals hurt

With assumed retribution

Animals are brute but at least free of trickery

 The fraudulent persona

Happily deceitful

Scarcity of morals and ethics

Sensibly ,carefully, enigmatically

Pathologically lying

For a favor or two

Beasts at large

Concealing realities

Masked faces

Made up characters

Gliding by smoothly

Considering the silent........Stupid'

Forgetting the Latitude' given

The Blind Eye' is for a reason

How could you breath content?

Would there be an "Impulse"

That will never BETRAY ?

"Abd Allah"

November 15,2012




My personal clouds never go on vacations.
They are always there.
Either to fuel me up or burn me down.


Happened to hear from a Buzurg today and contemplated a lot on it . It's a very cathartic statement and sometimes we need a purgative outlet to think through our daily lives.

Unfortunately, it seems only people with a deeper vision can be thoughtful enough to observe the cause and effect of their every day doings.

Our lives are supposed to be the reflection of our thoughts and our meditation and spiritual matters should go hand in hand but we all have sent the self analyzing attributes in pursuit of lifeless,emotionless,useless ambitions.

No dignity, no self rendering, no devotion .......just a psychological relief through the expression of strong emotions and rude curses.
SD