'Scruple'

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Blest surprises,

Profuse smiles,

Like blooms in snow,

Feeling preserved,

Forlorn drowning, deferred?

Morning dew for dying,

Or perky grass defying, frosty gloom,

Your vigor ~

~ My love.

 

The bliss in laughter,

Nature matures heedlessly,

Sweetness unwonted,

Peccable passion,

Blind sense of reliance,

Trusting hearts,

Shear favoritism,

 Oh wait.....

......No judgment endowed.


The prism of life,

That exhaustive shine,

Another beginning,

Chance rendered,

Questing an approbation,

...........Would I or Wouldn't I

Be deified ~ cherished

Or

Penalized for trusting.

"بِسْمِ اللهِ، تَوَكَّلْتُ عَلَى اللهِ، وَلَا حَوْلَ وَلَا قُوَّةَ إِلَّا بِاللهِ"

Bismillaahi, tawakkaltu 'alallaahi, wa laa hawla wa laa quwwata ‘ illaa billaah.
In the Name of Allah, I have placed my trust in Allah, there is no might and no power except by Allah.

(Abu Dawud 4/325, At-Tirmidhi 5/490)

'Rue'

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Love was overlooked,

Rationale took over.

Brain governed the Heart,

What a nonsensical act?

A demonic memory,

The pain of rejection,

The dismay,

The startled eyes,

Can't forget any !

The time wasn't lenient enough.

Me and my humiliation,

Unconscionable Heart,

Till to date,

Wishing on the lost star,

For one last chance,

A pint of mercy,

A hint of adorning,

Only....

If you come,

One last time,

And

Make me feel,

'LOVED'...............Again.

 

And brought together their hearts. If you had spent all that is in the earth, you could not have brought their hearts together; but Allah brought them together. Indeed, He is Exalted in Might and Wise.

(Al Quran:- 8:63)

'Shun Me Not'

Springtime Love’,

Passion engulfed,

The warmth,

Affectionate feel,

The mystifying thoughts,

Crossing my mind,

Birds soaring high,

Breathing freely,

Forgetting,

Breaths accounted for !

 

Virtues unlimited,

Opportunities infinite,

Potentials unbounded,

Colors just beautiful,

Options elated,

Actions determined,

Pleasures profuse,

Time restricted,

Forgetting,

Deeds accounted for !

 

Solace in silence,

Tears flowing flawless,

Sins flashing affront,

My Love, my Crazy Self’,

A stranger, an outsider,

No value, no worth,

My prayerful stance,

In awe of 'Your Grace',

Remembering,

Remorse accounted for !  

"Rabbana zalamnaa anfusanaa wa illam taghfir lanaa wa tarhamnaa lanakunanna minal khaasireen".

"Our Lord ! We have wronged ourselves. If You forgive us not, and bestow not upon us Your Mercy, we shall certainly be of the losers."
Quran:- 7:23

 

'Acquittal'

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Agony of presence,

A spatial quandary,

Of non existence,

While I lurk in existence,

The wandering soul,

Am I alive?

I feel not.

 

They say, I am

When, I am not.

It’s the dilemma!

Resurrection??

A trick or truth

Magician’s sleight of hand?

Or just an illusion of fate.

 

My passing on,

The bleeding heart,

The enshrouded body,

The impaired soul,

It’s gone…

The miracle or more

Aptly, a portent fact.

 

I am here,

Lost and confused,

The nightly mirk,

The unbounded thoughts,

The self disgust,

Taking on me,

A toll I can't pay.

 

Waiting,

For your mercy,

The limitless compassion,

A sign, a hopeful ray,

Forgiveness, only

Your grace,

Make me worthy.

 

Pure me again,

Instill the spirit,

A life, devout

To You.

Till then,

I am Alive

..........But feel not.

'Luminous'

(The freedom of expression is a virtue very few of us exhibit and enjoy =])


Silent ?

Not anymore

No answer is sweetness, no more

Sure, can let you see

Feelings expressed

Guards down

Soul exposed

Virtues up for challenge

All these reflections of innate behavior.

Just reactions

... not a pittance of remorse

Lacking conscious awareness

What do they know about the sensations?

Rendering, as the palpable neurons, having a ball

Dependent on their essential nature

Imaginary or visionary !

The tangible assets of one's being, shared

These scattered pieces

Shear creativity or

Unsung thoughts ?

In this zone !

Inner impediment are banned

Act to speak mind

To voice the thoughts

Liberates from the captivity of mind

...Serves as the blessing of being

FREE

Beyond the prison of someone's

APPROVAL !!!

"Treachery"

Instincts deceive

Impressions fail

Perceptions betray

When

Double faced abundant

Virtues  overrated

Efforts falter

The mortals hurt

With assumed retribution

Animals are brute but at least free of trickery

 The fraudulent persona

Happily deceitful

Scarcity of morals and ethics

Sensibly ,carefully, enigmatically

Pathologically lying

For a favor or two

Beasts at large

Concealing realities

Masked faces

Made up characters

Gliding by smoothly

Considering the silent........Stupid'

Forgetting the Latitude' given

The Blind Eye' is for a reason

How could you breath content?

Would there be an "Impulse"

That will never BETRAY ?