'Shun Me Not'

Springtime Love’,

Passion engulfed,

The warmth,

Affectionate feel,

The mystifying thoughts,

Crossing my mind,

Birds soaring high,

Breathing freely,

Forgetting,

Breaths accounted for !

 

Virtues unlimited,

Opportunities infinite,

Potentials unbounded,

Colors just beautiful,

Options elated,

Actions determined,

Pleasures profuse,

Time restricted,

Forgetting,

Deeds accounted for !

 

Solace in silence,

Tears flowing flawless,

Sins flashing affront,

My Love, my Crazy Self’,

A stranger, an outsider,

No value, no worth,

My prayerful stance,

In awe of 'Your Grace',

Remembering,

Remorse accounted for !  

"Rabbana zalamnaa anfusanaa wa illam taghfir lanaa wa tarhamnaa lanakunanna minal khaasireen".

"Our Lord ! We have wronged ourselves. If You forgive us not, and bestow not upon us Your Mercy, we shall certainly be of the losers."
Quran:- 7:23

 

'Acquittal'

Courtesy: Shah Zaman Baloch
http://shahzamanbaloch.com/

 

Agony of presence,

A spatial quandary,

Of non existence,

While I lurk in existence,

The wandering soul,

Am I alive?

I feel not.

 

They say, I am

When, I am not.

It’s the dilemma!

Resurrection??

A trick or truth

Magician’s sleight of hand?

Or just an illusion of fate.

 

My passing on,

The bleeding heart,

The enshrouded body,

The impaired soul,

It’s gone…

The miracle or more

Aptly, a portent fact.

 

I am here,

Lost and confused,

The nightly mirk,

The unbounded thoughts,

The self disgust,

Taking on me,

A toll I can't pay.

 

Waiting,

For your mercy,

The limitless compassion,

A sign, a hopeful ray,

Forgiveness, only

Your grace,

Make me worthy.

 

Pure me again,

Instill the spirit,

A life, devout

To You.

Till then,

I am Alive

..........But feel not.